Januar 18, 2010

Lyric

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing


The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all


All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd 


Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine



I'm sure y'll know about this song lyric. yesss Ronan Keating-when you say nothing at all. I feel so lucky if there's someone singing this song for me. I love it more than anything. this song really mean to me. well actually, idk what I want to write in this blog, but I wanna write something. so I just show y'll my favorite lyric. yep!! love is wonderful, love is pain. love has a happy ending. love not always has a happy ending. this words on the lyric seems promising, but it's not always like that. us or them just trying to keep it that way. it's hard!! yes it is.who said love is not a big deal?? the truth, love is really a big matter. love is about being hurt. from that hurt we can stand up and learn something meaningful. so don't blame the situation. we have walk through the complicated situation, face it, and finish it! don's be such a coward. I had a curious question, why is he had to be like that? it doesn't matter. all passed... I don't even care anymore. at least we still friends.




Dezember 31, 2009

Dezember 26, 2009

Schmuggeln Sie Spitzen meines Lebens

Tonstreifen, die mit mir geschehen
  1. Lollipop-Lil' Wayne: My bestfriend and I really like this hip hop song and we had being crazy around with this song lol
  2. Get Back-Demi Lovato: hmm I listened it when I wanna "do over" with my ex bf but I thought it's too prestige. so for now I don't wanna do that thing anymore in the end of relationship. it's really immature beg someone else. I assure that won't happen again. I gotta with my point.
  3. When I grow up-Pussycat Dolls: yeaa because I wanna be superstar and I'm trying for it. soon guys! lol
  4. Rich Girl-Gwen feat. Eve: well I'm as not rich as those Hollywood stars and celebrities. everyone wanna be a rich aite. so Imma gonna rich with my own effort.
  5. Is not over-Daughtry: this guy at campus TOTALLY break me down!! shit! lmao. although we haven't related each other. so what can I do besides sitting and regret to now him. I'd better not know him. I thought he is the right guy, because I've been looking around for this kind of guy or man. well IT WAS!!
  6. This is me-Demi Lovato: I'm not that brave to show my ability how good am I. This song gimme experience that "we have to show who we are" and not being afraid of something or someone else. I have to show it!
  7. Barbie-Aqua: simple. I love Barbie :D
  8. Backstabber-Ke$ha: those Backstabbers always around me and stick from behind. they really behave like an immature. omg you guys NOT EVEN BETTER! just please stop talking me behind and it's NOT EVEN WORTH. if you brave enough, talk this face to face and I can tolarate (a lil bit).
  9. Good Girls go bad-Cobra Starship feat. Leighton Meester: haha well yeah I do many bad things these days. it's fine! hidden.. my family not know it. sorry this is really what I want and I've been being tide on for very looooonggg time. free!!
  10. Nobody's Perfect-Miley Cyrus: everyone isn't perfect and so do I. please forgive my behaviour :)

November 19, 2009

Wie man Phantasie und einen sagenhaften Traum schafft



haloo ci.. that's how they call me. I'm not responding them because I'm not in the mood that time. So, what I've been doing then...
I'm just sitting on a comfort chair in balcony and look around the scenery, I've almost missing those beautiful green from the trees and a great shape from the mountain. where am I...
I'm in part of that luxurious house, is located in the middle of quite town.. so calm and silent. nothing crowd to worry about, i'm just enjoying the rest of my time in that town. People, crowd, fake, show off, blings life, I'm so bored with that. I gotta move to that town soon.
This house... yesshh so glamor but looked comfort yet simple. made from bricks, such a old house and artsy. I love artsy house, not fabulous with blings but fabulous from another angle.


There's traditional living room: the wall made from bricks, there's a comfort animal print sofa, a few pot plants on every side, old paintings, peach curtain, standing lamp, open window so the air come and out easily, table, statue, the floor made from brown wood, and a fire spot.


In the inside I can find a few rooms, 4 Schlafzimmer, 2 Gastezimmer, Bibliothek, 2 Arbeitezimmer, 3 Badezimmer, 1 Schaffungzimmer, 1 Tanz-Studio, Gym, und so weiter.
Es gibt die Kuche, der Balcon, und der Platzt.
hahha I know it's too much, but at least this house still looks simple for me a.k.a artsy.
someone call me loudly, I look behind ooohhh there's my best friends come to see me. we
will have a great activities to do along this vacation. I forgot something!!!
I serve a pot of tea, and some of the tea cup, ginger cookies, choco cookies, brot, and ohh yaaa and kaffee fur the guys.
enjoy the snack "downtown made" I bring the magazine and the newspaper out, and my parents waving at us and said "take your time kids"



November 18, 2009

Alle über mich

what have been  happen to me is actually unpredictable. I got so many problems these days and I don't know how to fix this because I don't have any bravery to clearing up. what do I have supposed to do, I just wanna be like an adult and so mature. I know it's hard to act mature, but I have to. I'm a college lady, in that case I'm NOT a kid anymore so I gotta change my behavior and be grow up. not like those girls who behave like an asshole lmaorofl :P ohhh yaaa those girls are FAKE!!


My BOREDOME routines:. goin' to campus, study and meet my friends, lunch, back to my dorm or my friend's dorm hehe, doin chores, study, take a rest for a while, and playing around. But I NEVER BORED to meet my seniors!!! They're TOTALLY FUN and I really enjoy with them. I like being fun with my seniors because they never show off like my other friends. so that's why NEVER EVER NEGATIVE THINKING TO MY SENIORS.


It's raining here, so crap!! I cant go anywhere, I hate raining. make me sick!
whatever it is, I gotta focus on my college. I want great GPA :D


wohooo I gotta back to Jakarta in one week. I have so many plans to make, like family gathering, mom and dad day, spazieren gehen mit beste Freunde. I miss Karina so much <3

Karina and I have a huge plan hehhe.. meet you soon.


I HATE RAIN

November 16, 2009

Taylor Momsen and The Pretty Reckless

She's Taylor Momsen and She's still 15 years old.
omg She totally young and 3 years different from me lol (of course)
She is starring Gossip Girl as Jenny Humphrey.
I like her style tho and her life on GG pretty close like mine.
Being ditch by other upper east siders.
I'm NOT a socialite or upper east, but my best friend and I called us as Downtown Hipster
lol hahaha kidding, that's just us!!

but now!! a lil J NOT little anymore, she's become Queen Bee to replace Blair Waldorf.
Not only starring GG but also vocalist from her own band called The Pretty Reckless
The only Indie Band I liked with their hits BLENDER.





 


 


 


 









November 02, 2009

I called her Karlie Kloss

All I know about Karlie Kloss that She's a GREAT SUPER MODEL and FABULOUS BALERINA from America. She looks so Sophisticated with her own simple style.